Adventure for Change

Early today someone that I hold so close left to begin a journey to find himself, and i feel totally inspired by his actions.  Ever since I met him and got to know him I knew he was destined to do great things, one of the major reasons I was so drawn to him.

As I stated earlier I feel inspired to use time as a catalyst to change myself.  I have felt a little crushed through out this year, I felt sorry for myself due to the fact that I worked so hard but never seem to get what I would desire. But enough is enough, for the most part I am an amazing person, I work hard, help out where I can not asking for anything in return.

I am going to stop wallowing in self pitty and push harder. To change things that do not seem right.  I will finally gain a voice, take some risk and even fail a few times but I will take the mistakes, for I have made quite a few in my time already, and learn from them.

The challenge to at least have one adventure each week, something out of my normal character to broaden my horrizons.  To increase my fitness, eat right and exercise regularly, get involved in somethings outside of work, so that I can have some amazing tales of my own.  Lastly repay a debt to a family who have helped me and carried me a lot.

I have definatly a long list of things to do and will work extra hard every day to get things done.  I truely feel a bit overwhelm but anxious to prove to myself that I can do this.

Lastly, I want to thank and apologies to Josh and Rusty for helping me set this blog up.  It does look amazing, I was on the dashboard instead of the actual blog page, I really like my background.  You guys are the best and thanks for the insperation and a few goals to work for.